Written on 7:47 PM by wanderer
I took this title from one of the Velvet Channel reality Tv show "Im a celebrity, Get me out of here" its pretty similar with "Survivor" but all participants were celebrities. On the contrary, the gist of this blog is not about whats happening with the celebrities on that Tv show, but its more on whats happening and whats I want to happen in my life. I strongly believed that I am the celebrity of my own as well as a fan 24/7 with 1000% love and support. I am the star of my career, of my own path and future. I am now nearly approaching to a stage of life where I can no longer see my figurative age on any types of Calendar. I am really getting there, to a point where I can no longer have a choice but to look back on how I made my younger years worth and full of unforgettable experience. Experiences that have inspired me to look more for tomorrow, on how am I going to settle down, enjoy life of being an old adult and be proud of myself. But how could I achieve those things if I am still here, a place where I see dark future, where I see beggars chasing everyone for alms, raising summary executions, raising unemployments, depressed economic status and uncertaintes for the future.The more I stay here, the more I become restless, anxious and paranoid and not because I am taking any medications but because I have this in depth goals in life to achieve and theres no way to achieve those here. A place where I see it as a prison, a cage and endless desperations.I wanna get out of here, I want to travel, I long for more trips abroad though I have travelled a several times but still not being satisfied. I know that the more I see things out there, the more I can have chances to make life a better one, productive and fruitful not just for myself but for people like you out there, who have been so nice and meaningful to me, my family, my bear and loved ones.